Aerisblack

It's about 3 days that i detect a hint of felt-tip pen ink in my mouth. Today i hate some milk and coffee with slices of crispy toast-like bread. They were like felt tip pen ink. Blue felt tip pen. Carioca Felt tip pen. I dunno if u ever ate a felt tip pen. I did. When i was four... and i will remember for all my life... BLEAH. This afternoon i ate two M&Ms and they were like Carioca felt tip pen ink. Again. This evening, at dinner, i ate 5 carrots... and i wonder why they were like felt tip pen ink too. I HATE it. I wanna ate someting, but i'm afraid by the flavours. Second problem: our prime minister. Why he have to be so silly and ri

When a girl winks to me i can't resist, i'm not able. This time, Nmaetha ~Nmaetha (https://www.deviantart.com/nmaetha) http://nmaetha.deviantart.com/ tagged me..... I usually hate tests, but this evening i'm happy (probably cause there's Donnie Darko on TV). So, here the damned test: [x] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. ( i don't cut myself, I'M NOT AN EMO, I'M ONLY A STUPID GIRL THAT CAN'T USE KNIVES) [x] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/I've had braces. [

I just don't know what to do with myself.. REALLY I'm not able to find a job... Not, it's not that i'm not able, it's that there's not any possibility for a girl who has finished high school to find a work. For example: I tried to go to the university, but i gave up. Not for too stress, not for too study: for TOO MATH. I like to call myself a computer programmer. I studied C#, computer networks and Object Oriented Theory on the High School. And i can say with no dubt: integral equations is not computer programming. They can be usefull as THEORY for 3d art... but a 2 rows long integral equation is not usefull for any damned program. And i